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Well I've been Grieving for months now , about this day. This will be the day I leave a trail of broken hearts and Dreams. I Promised my friends I'd Never leave them but now...I've Broken That promise , Or have I ? Next Week at any given moment I will be packing my stuff up and moving down South to Daytona beach, FL. What makes all of this even worse is that i havent told anybody yet...I Stayed home from school as a matter of fact to escape having to tell them the truth. Im Just postponing the Inevitable. Somehow i thought it was better not to tell my friends that I was leaving. But I realized it would cause more Pain and Suffering than what is In order. I dont have the strength to tell Ashton To her face...I know it would Break fragile heart .  That being said...I Know she wont let me off easy. I , at the same time, Fear what she'll say and look forward to it.